Everytime you would talk to me I would find you annoying, then after you make jokes that i dont get but i laugh at anywya just to let you know im listening.You would compliment on my hair, face and we would have those fights on who loves each other more. You would plan our future and all those great things we'll be doing together.. You said that you finally fell inlove.

Thats all a lie now.

You have your ups and downs

I had a minor crush on you in year 7. Turned out to be a really big issue.. when I saw you with another. I was sad nothing more, I admit I was stupid but I was in year 7 and didnt know what to do. Then I became an 8th grader. I was finally over you, I was seeing other people and making new friends on the way. But you had to stop me on my journey. You said that you liked me , like .. likelike. I was shocked. I believed you. And I regret it. My friends said give him 2 weeks.. I ignored it becuase I really thought that you were telling the truth, I thought maybe you've changed. But your still the old player type. Theres nothing more to say but " I hate you " . Those are the words that come out of my mouth whenyou speak..

Sometimes I think that i might have the worst life out there, heart broken several times and not being listened to. My life was total hell, I've always wanted a big brother but he past away because of breathing problems and I blamed it all on my parents. At the age of 2 my mum gave me to my grandma and my parents and my little sister were overseas. When it was my 6th birthday my parents didn't come and so I made one with only 4 people attending; My grandma, grandpa, Uncle jason and danny. Then my mum had a divorce, my mum married and my dad re married too and they both had boys. Throughout those years I've lived with my grandma. Every anzac day i shed tears, its the only excuse when i wish for a better life. Today I was super excited for anzac day and because justin bieber was gonna be there. I was visiting my mum that day and yes my mum had o ruin everything didn't let me go. I shed tears and cried like no tomorrow. I thought i had the worst life and i did. I promised myself i wouldn't go out , just stay home